Butchered ? #poem

 

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On a table I was placed
almost completely naked
not really awake yet
and I was half paralyzed
.
as well as partially hindered
you then arrived masked
ready to be able to cut me
everything was prepared
.
I wanted to save me
but could not get up
but needless to scream
It will still happen to me
.
but I could not watch
so I really panicked
when I heard the crushing
of my bones that you cut
.
so never these crunches
I will not be able to forget them
they will remain a torment
all the time that I will live

I probably bleed enough
because once everything is done
elsewhere I was brought
and still half-paralyzed

so when I was able to see
that I had been amputated
three of my toes were removed
plus the two already clipped
.
my foot was crippled
so my right foot bandaged
a stump had remained
and I could not walk
.
until it  is totally healed
that the wound will be sealed
and the infection be controlled
but only then I will be cured
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