Final apotheosis #poem

 

so for all my life i had searched
but then i never could make it
the Big Whole I haven’t unified
but often I thought I could do it
.
and then every time i failed
so the Unification escaped me
there i was old and demoralized
so all hope I had abandoned
.
very sick I will die soon surely
and in pain I will leave inevitably
so for an assisted suicide I opted
with a firm for that specialized
.
the ultimate death they will give me
then in a simulator well installed
a perfect ending will be given to me
so with my pain well neutralized
.
all my others senses they stimulated
and fulfillment they granted to me
when the apotheosis was happening
while my favorite music was playing
.
then I had a moment of clarity
all seemed to fit together easily
so the Big Whole I finally unified
then me totally satisfied, I died